Struggling...

Today is a short post because it has been an exhausting and very emotional day for me. Let's just say I did not eat till 3:30 this afternoon and I consumed maybe 500 calories. I am so struggling! I just didn't realize how hard this is! I am so aware of things that I was blinded to and I can barely breathe through it all! As I was driving home today God put the first song on the radio to help me! It was so perfect and his timing was amazing! I cried through it all! And the second song he put on there was to let me know that he is taking care of me through my husband as well and I have got to let go! Lord, I hear you, its just so hard! :(